life-flow perspective 1938-2024

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ten ME-SELF scenes

Illustration -- ten ME-SELF scenes 1938-2024+  

2024jan30.     2024may10.    2024aug17.   ::   -2029-  statistical 1.HAPPY.DEATH  y91 as weekly growth-hours dwindle  ::   -2024-   the perfect blog/tome unlimited internet world-web instant publishing  ::   -2022-   nixed   world cruise at $8000 loss to seriously fight CKD-ESRD death arrested -2024 - with plant based diet  ::   -2020 -    settled in Four Townes FL with COA 'office'    2.PERSONAL.GROWTH study  ::   -2018-  with four-wheeled walker and annual pass walked Disney World daily  adapting post CA   ::  -2017-  ends  3.LIFE.BICYCLES travel,  tricycle remains in CA   ::  -2016-   cancers -- prostate, scalp -- NC residence ends  ::   -200x-   seriousness of seven web-sites write-publish anti-no-talk, gain CA/FL ties 4.INTERGENERATIONAL.RETIREMENT -2022+- Four Townes -2017- CA -2015+- NC -2012+- Baldwin -2001+ Williamsburg -2000+- Tampa -1998+- OH -1996+- KS -1995- MO -1960s+- WI   ::    -1998-   ended 5.SPORTS.CAREER  ::  -1996-PhD   almost a life-partner  ::  -1992-   Germany Swabia Spain  ::  -1990-   retired without realizing  :: -1989-1985-  6.EDUCATION.CAREER  :: -1984-  noted no-talk err*(s)  ::  -1980-CMA   personal computer taken on consulting job (also bowling ball)   ::  1982-1961-MBA   7.PERFECT.MARRIAGE (B.Dunn)   three 3-week 4-weekend Buick.Riviera vacations Pacific.O. Disney.World Grand.Canyon     8.INDUSTRY.CAREER  ::   voluntary 4F  -1960-BSME    correct too-easy calculus exam solution insecurely crossed out  , walked to college

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::  -1959-   9.KNIGHTED.HAPPY.HARV H2o anchor of "kid's" bowling team first place in men's league  ::   -1958-   NROTC flat feet  ::  -1956-   offered artist job post high school -- stranger than engineering college (because Harv assembled Erector sets 'good')  ::   -1950s-   10.ADDICTIVE.TRADITION with accomplishment joy -- bowling alley work,  tend bar, cathedral decoration, heavy maintenance at high school, set pins, farm summers, skipped freshman final exams, latch-key kid, fitted storm windows, household shopping, parochial school, nothing-easy everything-hard fearful attitude  ::  -1940s-  everywhere walks and walk-aways. ::  -1938-  ?
* filled with MISTAKEs (err): actions [inactions] or judgments misguided or wrong. INACTION: lack action where expected or appropriate.(OAD)

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He is immediately curious as to the process whereby he arrived at above expression betterment, validating this as an accurate expression of his lifetime -- he would like to think it the most accurate concise description ever.  Academically, Mead provided the I-self and me-self idea with Harv already doing news curation as we-self.  The Figure's original 13 functions or actualizations (Maslow, Alderfer) are his me-self statement, and probably the tentative completion of his post-PhD case study 1996-2024.

In his sister blog under this domain, there exists a data page entitled Autotelic LifeFlow (ALF).  To create this chart of Harv's life, Harv was guided by Csikszentmihalyi (1990) in the book "Flow."  From the charted depiction called ALF, seen encompassing its entire span of 100 years, Harv saw five epochs of his life.

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Illustration Six

five  EPOCHS

 Illustration -- five  EPOCHS within 86 years 1938-2024

  • continued SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-SIX -- SELF COMPLETES then disappears.   "I experience joy-love-freeing via a wholistic self of respect, encouragement, challenge."
  • 2 years to arrive at wholistic SELF for LIFE-EPOCH-FIVE.   "Starkly compare the above next year’s actualization as it happens." 
  • CKD to ESRD TERMINUS DID NOT HAPPEN with enough intervened growth lifetime to provide statistical confidence for statistical longevity of 91y.
  • 5 years of SELF-spirit-responsibility LIFE-EPOCH-FOUR prior and post.  Starkly compare the next year’s actualization as it happens. CKD to ESRD TERMINAL ? 
  • 22 years of family chase LIFE-EPOCH-THREE 
  • 35 years  life-partnership-chase LIFE-EPOCH-TWO 
  • 22 years of H2o-self-spirit-development LIFE-EPOCH-ONE 
  • 1938 December 01 Harv born a bastard weeks after parents’ marriage of Connie’s-temper and Senior’s drink but he never danced
  • 1938 shotgun wedding: city-view v farm-view argued abortion (Connie delayed abortion until 2003 — son Harv’s y63 ultimate 'hard" eviction) 
Source:  Autotelic LifeFlow (ALF) chart with 86 years of weekly detail via Scrivener app.

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Following the 'hard' evil\ction thought of y63, Harv has had 'soft' evictions in his lifetime.  Culturally he was an uncontrolled maverick, unwilling to 'play' by sad, hateful, or fearful seemingly autocratic rules.  And he was not schooled in diplomatic negotiation (talk). He was alone.  He was environmentally 'a loner' -- without a home library, with parochial education that led to a broad-mindedness.

broad-minded:  adjective;  liberal, tolerant, open-minded, forbearing, indulgent, receptive, progressive, freethinking, permissive, libertarian, unshockable; unprejudiced, unbiased, unbigoted, impartial, undogmatic, catholic, flexible, dispassionate, just, fair. ANTONYMS narrow-minded, intolerant.(COA)

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